August 6, 2022

I went to work today…I didn’t accomplish much 🤣 but I caught up with Dana and tried to put all our finances in a spread sheet so I can figure that all out. I started editing pictures of my kitties so I can advertise them (they are so adorable….but it’s time for them to go to there own homes). Taylor stayed with Dave, but he wasn’t feeling good today, he slept a lot….Bailey came over and cuddled with him – he loves seeing our kids 😻. When I get stressed I clean, and clean…and clean some more 🤣🤣. It’s always late at night but it takes my mind off if things. Tomorrow I am finally getting my hair done 🙌🙌, and my nails if I can find a place to get them done before my hair – it will make me feel better. People are coming over to see Dave this weekend, it will help with his mood, mentally he is struggling. He can’t do what he is used to doing, he doesn’t have the energy and just doesn’t feel great. I wish I knew what I could do to help in that area. It’s hard when I’m use to him being so big and strong, and now I’m going to have to depend on me…and our kids are good helpers. I’m trying to get this new life of ours under control, but sometimes I just suck at things. My mom is going to help me organize all his pills (she is a pro at that) and Taylor has been cooking, another thing I’m going to have to get good at. The goats keep getting out of where we put them to graze, they are smart little suckers, I can’t even tell where they are getting out at. They don’t ever go anywhere so I don’t worry to much…. But tonight we put them back in their corral – they weren’t impressed, and Winston hobbles along and acts like you are killing him 🤦‍♀️. Well I need to sleep, I’m always up soooo late. But my mind is just trying to put everything together right now, I’ll get there, I always do, It’s just hard.